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He's not sure when the hell it happened, but somewhere along the way, McCoy got so involved in his projects and Auggie and the Council and the goddamn tribbles that he stopped caring about other things. The first thing to go was the time with Jim, which he hates. The second thing is some of his shifts, which he hates.

And the third thing? The third thing is his hair. He's let it grow and grow and whereas it used to curl around his ears and that didn't matter so much, now that it's managed to grow to his shoulders and makes him look like a goddamn hippie, he cares. He has to tie it up in a ponytail just to keep it out of his face and he feels like he's sixteen and rebelling again. He doesn't have time to cope with it, so he knots it up haphazardly as he gets ready for the day while scraping his palm over his cheek's stubble, groaning when he realizes he's one long leap away from a goddamn trip to the desert for Burning Man.

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"Desperate or something?" he murmurs against Jim's neck, pressing lazy and frantic kisses against Jim's skin, pretty desperate himself -- not that he's ready to advertise that part to the world. "You're topping," he instructs. "Last thing I need is to have this goddamn wig whipping in my eyes while I ride you."

Jim groans aloud, putting his mouth to the sun-warmed freckles on Bones' throat, nodding against the skin there. "But first," he says, pulling back with a quick swipe of tongue over his own lips. "Bones, I swear I'll fuck you until you scream, but first will you suck me, just a little?"

He runs his fingers back through Bones' hair, tugging slightly. The thought of Bones on his knees, all this hair for Jim to hang onto...it's enough to curl his bare toes against the floor. "Please."

Jim's said the magic word and everything and, well, that's not exactly a request that he's eager to ignore. He shakes his head, a fond smile on his lips, and he starts to sink down to the floor. "Why don't we ever do this in bed?" he wonders, sliding his palm up and down Jim's thigh, mostly teasing and nothing else at this point.

"Better view," says Jim, hips hitching beneath the slide of Bones' hand. "Gotta make use of these knees while they're young, Bones, and..." Jim loses his train of thought watching his fingers sink into Bones' dark hair, pulling it away from his face so Jim can see his mouth. "Can't make my knees give out if I'm lying down."

He shakes his head, but he's tipped his head forward just enough so that Jim can't see the stupid grin on his face. The last thing he needs is for Jim to figure out how much he actually likes doing this. He'd be done for, otherwise. He hooks his fingers in Jim's boxers once he composes himself and tugs them lower, letting them drape around Jim's shins as he inches between his legs. "What age do I get to do this on a bed?"

"Not sure," says Jim, a glint in his eye when he cards his fingers again through Bones' hair. "Maybe when you're more gray than dark, this salt and pepper that's just starting spreading out all over, fuck." It's amazing, the degree to which Jim can get himself off just thinking about Bones. "You're gonna be so hot like that, Bones."

"I'm gonna be so old like that," he mutters to himself, but doesn't give himself a chance to mouth back to Jim. Instead, he wraps his mouth around Jim's dick, finding it completely strange and weird and possibly cause for some concern that he's missed this as much as he has. It's like a really specific type of Stockholm Syndrome that he doesn't mind at all.

"Oh fuck yes I missed this," Jim exhales, "Been ages." Whole days, in fact, far too long for two ridiculously attractive men not to be going at each other with hands, mouths, and other, even better parts.

Cradling Bones' face, Jim traces fingers along his stretched cheeks, pushing dark, tumbled hair from his forehead so he can watch.

Sometimes, McCoy wonders if, left to his own devices, Jim would actually die if he didn't have sex for a stretch of time. He doesn't actually think that's the case, but it's a study he wouldn't mind doing if he didn't think he'd sprain something in the process. He falters when Jim touches his cheeks, leaning forward and sucking Jim deep and hard (he's had a lot of practice with this, lately).

He eases back, licking his lips while working his jaw to work out the ache. "Never get used to this," he admits, one last stretch of his lips before he gets back to work.

"Told you," Jim says, losing his next words to a gasp as Bones sucks him down again, all wet heat and deeper than he used to when they began this a year ago. "Daily exercise, Bones. Pays off. Can I?" He threads his fingers again through Bones' hair, giving it a gentle tug. "Just a little?"

He's not entirely sure what Jim wants to do, but if it involves pulling at his hair, then McCoy's not entirely sure he wants to dissuade it. "Not too hard," is all he says, because there's a middling level between pain and pleasure that he actually enjoys a hell of a lot. He looks up at Jim through strands of that long hair. "Admit it, I look like a goddamn hippie," he drawls before punctuating his words with a slow suck of Jim's dick.

"You look like a wet fucking dream," Jim groans in reply, eyes closed against a rush of toe curling pleasure as Bones goes down on him again, but he wrenches them open, determined to remember every second of this.

Carefully, he curls his fingers around a fistful of Bones' hair, easing him forward, then tugging him back again. "You wear it like this in Georgia?"

He doesn't say a thing, focused on sucking Jim off and not letting out quiet yelps from the pain. Too busy to really tell Jim about the summer when he was seventeen and he wore it clipped at the nape of his neck, he fights against Jim's hand and the resistance and curls his tongue around the head of Jim's dick, now that Jim's holding him too far out to go too deep.

Jim pulls him gently down onto his cock, savoring the slow drag, because he knows it'll be his last if he doesn't want to end this prematurely. "Gonna take that as a yes," he pants, "for the sake of my future wet dreams," then pulls Bones off him again, dropping to his own knees to kiss his bruised mouth.

He nearly manages to get out a muffled cry of protest or even a token complaint, but soon Jim's lips replace his dick and McCoy's always been a sucker for the kisses Jim's got for him -- hot and heavy and overwhelming to the point of knocking his knees weak -- and he curls his arm around Jim's neck to haul him tighter, to pretend this kiss never has to end.

Jim lives for the moments when Bones' stubborn indignation gives way, snarls and curses turned to fevered, openmouthed kisses that leave Jim as breathless as he seeks to make Bones.

Jim curls his arm around his waist in turn, hand sneaking down to seize a generous handful of his ass. "You are so hot, you know that?" Jim gasps, peeling away to bite down Bones' sore jaw. "The things you let me do, you ready for me to make you scream?"

His knees are starting to ache, but every touch and kiss distracts him from that pain. "What the hell am I screaming for?" he demands, voice throaty from sucking on Jim's dick. "Thought maybe I'd get a turn at that ass of yours." he says, sinking into Jim's lips, drifting into his touch.

"You can have my ass any time you want it," Jim laughs, head ducked to mouth at his collarbone, "But I seem to remember you not wanting to get all that pretty hair in your eyes." He pulls his hands around to pop the snap in Bones' ridiculous cutoff shorts, easing fingers past the hem until he can reach his dick.

Okay, he's vaguely recalling saying that -- not that he's entirely thinking with his brain right now, a problem that's only compounded by Jim easing his fingers into his pants. "Shit," he growls. "You're gonna make me come with nothing more than a touch. I'm real close, darling."

"Do not," says Jim, squeezing the base of his cock, precise and staying, "After a show like that, you're coming on my dick. C'mon." He kisses Bones' flushed cheeks. "Let's take this to the bed, huh?"

He lets out a frantic and frustrated sound because god, he wants nothing more than to actually find some kind of relief here, but Jim is killing him, might actually kill him with sex one of these days and maybe that should go in the vows. "Might have some trouble walking, James," he drawls, accent thick.

Jim hums and pulls back, something wicked in his grin. Then he grabs Bones' wrist and tugs, catching Bones' belly against him as he stands, and strides to the bedroom with satisfaction, Bones dangling from his shoulder. "Cross another personal fantasy off the list," he says as he slings Bones onto the sheets.

Truth is, he's somewhat grateful for Jim's little trick seeing as he's not entirely sure his legs would've remained stable for the whole of the walk. He sprawls out on the bed, unable to keep his hand away from his dick, giving himself a few rough strokes to ease the ache. "How long have you wanted to do that one?"

"Couple of years," says Jim, climbing onto the sheets to smack Bones' hand away. "On my dick," he reminds him and straddles Bones' lap, pulling him in by two handfuls of hair for another kiss.

"God damn it, Jim," he snaps, barking the words before he's got nothing to focus on but the overwhelming feel and how goddamn perfect it all is, but the hair really has got to go after today. He relents and gives small whines of pleasure as Jim kisses him, absolutely beyond happy to do exactly what Jim wants right now.

He tears himself away from the kiss when he needs a good breath, nostrils flaring. "Won't be long, now."