McCoy gives Jim a dubious look, wondering if he really actually cares or is just asking. "If the ex ever lifted the ban on me going home?" he clarifies, because he knows plenty well that Jocelyn wouldn't allow him more than a weekend before the divorce agreement came out. "I don't know. Working like I'm doing now? Tending to the house. Being a father, that's the one I miss," he says, but tries not to focus on it because thinking about Joanna makes him ache in a way that's hard to come back from.